In a good place

It suddenly dawned on me while cycling home that i'm either a very sad person or a very lucky one - how so I hear you cry. Well porn is both my job and my hobby.

I love porn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To begin with I got to experience the vain exstacy of being a free lance model, driving up and down the country having sex on camera, trying out everything, discoving new sexual kinks while getting a wider chance to explore the ones I suspected I had. Then I started to do camera work for Red Hot Tv and Daves Young Sluts and was allowed to throw my own creative slant on things, and I loved that to. There is nothing greater than having a sexual kink in your head and then engenering a shoot so that other people can visualise what has pleased me in my mind. The ideas I would wank to in my head are now out there for other people to share and wank to. Its amazing when you think about it. And now in my old age I find myself working for one if not the greatest erotica companies, helping to create award winning porn! On top of that I have VOU and Masie Dees Diaries sat in the corner waitin for me to find time, I am in porn heaven.

The thing is I am also very very greedy. I need all of it to be happy, some is not enough. When I am at AW they get my all, I work my balls off for them and am very very happy to do so as the emotinal rewards are huge and its a fantastic environment to be in, it's almost enough. But there is this part of me that misses the thrill of being in the lights, I need it, i'm happily the vainest person I know and am very proud of this characteristic. What happens at AW stays at AW, they are masters of their art and I aint telling but porn me, she's prettty damn good at her stuff all on her own and still wants to use her holidays to  perform.

On that note. Do you remember that I went to shoot for Teen Sex Gang just before I left England? Well they have sent me some pictures to share with you, what do you think? I should have a few more to stick up during the week xx

 

Another Sexy Saturday

 The guys at work intorduced us to Aussie Rules football and very fittingly for Chloe's last weekend in Amsterdam her team made it to the final of their big trophy thing and won, just for her! Afterwards I watched England forget how to play rugby against Scotland who were on fire! In all fairness they probably deserved to win but thems not the rules and as I said over on AW boards, mucking up and playing as useless underdogs is sort of our thing.

Maken sure you check out Kylies answer today as we got massivly side tracked and ended up having a chat about porn.  Please click here. 

 I almost forgot, on the way home this afternoon I ran into a riot. I was passing the square and saw lots of riot police. I stopped to get my camera out and three poilce vans pulled up in front of me! Now the police seemed a bit relaxed to me so either they were all playing up to the chilled out Dutch steriotypes or it was being filmed for tv etc. There were alot of casual large lookign cameras. I will let you have more news when I know. 

 

Guess what?!

Guess who's new website has gone live!

Do you remember how I was talking about how I was working on two projects, a hard core filth one and a softer more educational one. Well filth was ready first!

I don't actually own this site, its owned and run by the guys who have chavley court and the chav van. Its funny if you google me those sites are usually the first things that show up. Everybody at AW knows me as Masie Dee Chav Slut as thats all they could find when they did their research on me.

I have no idea how I have managed to land on my feet quite so perfectly with this one. They run and pay for the site but I make all the content and send it in. So in short I get to come up with the dirtiest things I can think of, film them, get paid and sit back ready to watch others enjoy it. 

Its still a very new site so we are still working on its look and feel. I will start to shower you in filthy trailers from next week as its so nice to see some really dirty porny porn again. Its funny I love working at Abby Winters and its definatly a great creative outlet. I was allowed out on a shoot last night and loved it, we got some amazingly arty pictures and the model was amazing - erotica at its best. But I need both to be happy and i'm so grateful that thanks to the Chavley boys I really am having my cake and eating it! xxxxxxxxxxxx